its been two years. i miss gha. i miss the days where we chatted, messaged and everything. we've drifted so much i dont know whether we are even still friends.
two years later yet another one friend makes me wonder if friendships ever last. its not that i dont talk to you anymore. its just, i really want to talk to you. but i dont know how to open my mouth to tell you i actually need a shoulder to cry on. because i dont know if we are that close anymore, whether you will think i am wasting your time, or even being a burden. i dont know how you feel anymore. i know you're busy and all, maybe thats why i dont dare to talk to you. but sometimes i do hope i can help you. and yet i dont know how to. i dont want to lose yet another friendship. you mean a lot to me, i dont know what to do without you. and without you there to listen, to care, to tell me what to do, to guide me. thank you for being my guiding star. i dont know what will happen soon, i just hope our friendship lasts.